Friday, August 11, 2017
The Traveler
Eyes locked with destiny.
The world stopped spinning
For a moment.
A thousand miles away
I land in a strange new world.
The land has given rise
To pauper and prince.
Yet some stand apart,
Alone in a journey
taking them beyond.
A mountaintop of smoke...
Driven to the edge once more.
No stop to save us, no savior.
We leap, crashing on rocks
Cold and hard. And yet,
As our energies dissipate into the abyss;
We see a glimpse,
What could have been..
Had we not...
At that moment
Given up hope,
Swallowed dreams,
Allowed the earth,
To swallow us whole.
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Music
Age and working the music industry changed my relation to music. I still love it, I still feel the emotional aspect but it's not constantly on, hundreds of shows a year means I get an intense and visceral dose of music on a regular basis. I'm not as well versed in new music, new sounds aren't something I seek out anymore. But I found the joy of house music in a dimly lit club. Smart bar is a space beyond description in some ways, it's full of folks from all walks of life. There's 35 years of history in the building. Hell I saw Frankie Knuckles last show there before I even knew what house was. Spoiled beyond belief to call that space home and to call so many talented artists friends. Music returned to a feeling of community, but now it wasn't just with the crowd. It's a feeling of family and love with regulars, it's DJs that become friends you grab a beer after work with or a meal on a random Tuesday. I found the joy of being surrounded by queer artists, teachers, blue collar guys, all sharing a dance floor, dance became a way to let go of the worries of the world. Though I still dance for shit, I can dance now, I can let go and be one with the music and energy of the space.
I noticed another change in music, one I attribute mostly to age. Particular songs call up moments from my life or being a vivid experience of a person to bear on me. It's more than nostalgia, nostalgia is why I can still crank a Casualties record or Agnostic Front... this is something more. Often they're artists or songs that aren't usually my thing, Drake, Dierks Bentley, Wiz Khalifa. Sometimes they're artists I like but don't listen to often, Corinne Bailey Rae, Lennin, Rusko. When I'm lucky they hold this and nostalgia, Blink-182, Alkaline Trio, Lower Class Brats. These artists or particular songs let me have a feeling of someone I love being there with me, even when time and distance have passed. They let me remember moments I've loved with a sense of being there normal reminiscing doesn't contain. Music has become something more than joy and sound, it has become this thing that emblazons seminal moments on my soul, bringing me to a place nothing else seems to have the power to.
Thursday, July 6, 2017
I am...
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
March of the Wallflowers
Saturday, May 30, 2015
Satiated Soul
Your words, are ashes
In the mouth of a generation,
Of child soldiers
Mud cakes, of platitudes
Filling
Your soulless eyes.
Another cattle car
Your Facebook click,
Can't stop.
Drown your sorrow.
Wake up; repeat it.
For the next generation,
Will inherit your ashes
Saturday, January 3, 2015
Saving silence
We rose as kudzu
Our of the irradiated soil
Thriving off the acid rains
We were never meant to survive
Sheared, undone, by the master's scythe
Hydra vines, each cut suffocating his unknowing blade
A toxic landscape, a voice
Forged of silence, tones of freedom
Echo in our hearts
Hidden dancers
Our shadows danced
As our bodies could not
Deep ancestral drum beats
Of the soul
Twirls of hope; leaping against the wall
Blended and blurring ecstatic pirouettes
The rhythm of a time before words
The universal word of the body
Shadows melting together; spilling love
Into our mouths
Waterfalls bathing spirits
In cool repose
We soak our bodies in each other
Melding our flesh...Our souls
In the ether
We move and shake
The earth herself trembled
White super nova
In that moment
We are one
We are nothing